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Sunday, March 27th, 2005

Subject:i hope your as happy as your pretending...
Time:2:19 am.
Mood: sick.
this heartbreak is new to me and i'm not sure how to act. part of me is just not feeling anything and i hope it stays like this for however long it takes me to get over it, but i can feel the hurt coming up. whenever i stop smiling a forced smile my whole body lets go and i start to cry. it's hard to sleep because when my eyes close all i think about is you. it's hard to stay awake because all i can see and hear is you.
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Friday, March 25th, 2005

Subject:they say she died because she was too honest..
Time:7:29 pm.
Mood: gloomy.

this is a surrender skin
this is hanging on
sing the high notes, touch his hand.
this is giving up
faces on! faces on!
we are pretty when we are faking.
i am such a liar when i smile.
son comes home to take solace in his mirror
(the stains of God's loving embrace still ripe around his throat)
only to find he is no longer human
father don't you cut the rope i want to die here
open eyes, dimmer, a chandelier

 

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